I Still Do Remember My Roots.

Once upon a time about 2 years ago I was chatting with a guy and a girl. Somehow I was chatting more to the guy than the girl. We were both conversing in English. Well, agaknya this girl ada tahap jealous yang melampau asked me this question:

Girl: Eh awak ni melayu ke cina?
Me: Melayu. Asal?
Girl: kalau Melayu cakap lah Melayu
Me: Eh Suka hati aku ah nak cakap apa
Guy: Biarlah dia

Then, a few years or months or weeks or days later...this girl always post bulletins on somewhere and guess what every time she post a bulletin she uses ENGLISH, and during one survey she said that she was awesome in ENGLISH. H-Y-P-O-C-R-I-T-E.

Yeah I know, me myself speak and write in English most of the time, and yeah I know I make some mistakes sometimes. I've been speaking English since I was young. I live in a family where we speak in variable languages. Sometimes we converse in Malay, sometimes English. For the fun of it in Jawa and at one point in Japanese. Since I am schooling where the majority are non-Malays, so I converse in English. IS THAT WRONG?!

I still remember my roots ok, and trust me I STILL know how to speak Malay and I still talk to the other people in Malay. I know when to speak in English and when to speak in Malay. So don't tell me that I am speaking English because I'm a snob or whatever. I am being GLOBAL. Is it wrong to be multi language?

rasyiqah is very cute 100 times

999999999 words

No Kareema,
Count the 9's properly
I am just as smart BWAHAHAHAHA

LOOK LOOK LOOK

See what my lovely sister bought me:

WAIT WAIT
THERES MORE...


He WROTE my NAME!!
He TOUCHED the BOOK!!
He KNOWS my NAME (only)

bwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Yeah Yeah
I HAVE to show it to the entire universe.
I Just Have TO.

Meet Mr Izz Irfan B. Izhar
My Nephew
(me likey the name)
the SURVIVOR!
I will tell the story later
but for now
pictures!!!

An Aunts Obsession...

him when he was just a you-know-what

him in Intensive Care

my sisters hand compared to him

Now...

He is SOOO CUTEE. He feeds through the tube because he can't swallow.

without tube...

" What're choo looking at?"


hehe...my favourite picture of him

I AM DEPRESSED

Why?

I just saw a leopard kena beaten to death in the news in some village in India. Why? I missed that part, but the police were late to control the situation so the villagers decided to finish it off themselves. But I do know that if you provoked an animal it will hurt you. If you leave it alone it won't hurt you. So don't be stupid and then blame the animal and then everybody starts killing. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE HUMANITY?? Now the images are stuck in my head (the beating, the pulling) and I can't sleep. Yeah, things like this do affect me. That is why I hate watching Animal Planet and any documentaries about animal survival or whatever. I can't even watch an animal kena slaughtered. I will feel guilty.

And the seals!

....It is legal in Canada to kill seal pups when they are about 12 days old. During last year´s hunt, almost all the seals killed were 3 months old or younger. Many had not yet learned how to swim or eaten their first solid meals. Baby seals are helpless and have no way to escape from the sealers´ clubs....

...The brutal murder of between 275,000 to 315,000 baby harp seals every year, for the fashion industry....

WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH THESE MATERIALISTIC PEOPLE?!!

I Love You and Goodbye

Goodbye Atok
I will forever miss you
I will always remember the way you greet me
Although not always
but your huge and warm smile
will always make me feel welcome

The memories
The places we visited
beaches, museums
although it sounds boring
but it means a lot to me
because those were my happy memories
part of my childhood.

When I kissed you goodbye
All I could say was Atok for one last time
before that I could still stay calm
but after saying goodbye
I had no control over my tears


After 3 months of suffering
After 2 years without Nek Jah
now you could rest in peace
many people visited you
they knew you well
saying goodbye for one last time

goodbye atuk
goodbye Major Sha'aban
I love you
Allah will always be with you.